#MusicMonday

Blood

by: In This Moment

I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me
I hate you for every time you ever bled for me
I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
I hate you for never taking control of me

I hate you for always saving me from myself
I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else
I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge
I hate you for every kind word you ever said

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I love you for everything you ever took from me
I love the way you dominate and you violate me
I love you for every time you gave up on me
I love you for the way you look when you lie to me

I love you for never believing in what I say
I love you for never once giving me my way
I love you for never delivering me from pain
I love you for always driving me insane

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I hate you, I hate you, I love…

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I’m not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I’m a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I hate you for every time you ever bled for me

*WARNING: This video is NOT kid friendly or for everyone, please don’t watch if you’re easily triggered by blood, partial nudity or masks.

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It’s almost time for Avarice Unleashed’s Cover Reveal so I had to grab a song from my Hell on Earth inspired library. I love In This Moment, and Maria Brink is an amazing singer (who’s surprisingly soft spoken). She’s one of the few female rockers who’s gained equal notoriety in Scream-O, a male dominated music genre. If you’re not into her heavier sound, she has older stuff that is milder and if you hear her sing live, you’ll be hooked. 😉

Nightmare Job

The Daily says: In honor of Labor Day in North America, tell us what’s the one job you could never imagine yourself doing.

Medical team

I think there are just as many nightmare jobs as there are dream jobs.  The Discovery Channel even had a TV show called “Dirty Jobs” where the star would travel around the world and spend a day doing the worst jobs so that we could sit at home and screw up our faces in distaste and cringe at the horrible conditions he volunteered to put himself in.  Kind of like “Bizarre Foods“… I know I wouldn’t want that job! Blah!

So, as I’m trying to wrack my brain for what I would consider the number one, worst nightmare job of all time, I keep coming back to things like Crab Fishing or anything related to sewage/septic/manure.  Also, I don’t think I could ever be a karaoke machine operator… I have very sensitive ears – or a janitor at a county fair.  Ugh, see there are just too many to choose from!  Ah, I got it…

A nurse.

I applaud every single nurse out there, I think you’re awesome (unless you’re Nurse Ratchet), but you guys and gals have a nightmare job!  You’re overworked and underpaid, under appreciated, to boot!  Yet you deal with everything that makes me screw my face up in distaste and cringe, shudder, even get a little nauseated over – and that’s the foul things that secrete from the human body!  Blood, Feces, needles, incisions, protruding bones, staff infections, terminal illnesses… blood… ugh… ya.  Nurse is definitely my number 1 choice for Nightmare Job!  I’d much rather muck stalls!

Cold Blooded Love

Ripples tremor, encasing flesh
Under silver slide, razors curve
I quake on scalpel’s edge
Pierced so slowly, an adore
Up cheek, down.
I feel your breath

Tightly bound, cradled doll
In arms, in lap, so close
Cold you stare, delighted
Excited, grinned in awe
Beating hard, hearts
My ears feel all

I cannot breathe, clutching fist
Thrust deep and fast
Armored caves, cracking marrow
Draw blood, you fucking knife!
I’m splintered and surreal
Beckon blood and tears amiss

Suspend, prolonging pleasure
Gasping torment, guttural
Agony pinnacles, spiral out
Slice it down, take it all!
My eyes offer biography, you glutton
Evil blended beauty, you are my final joy

Inhale my life, I see it now
Crimson coffin ’round us both
Kill me swift, imploring
One last thrust, we’re done – PAIN!
Intensity blinding, ebbing swift
Choke, salty saturated smile

You’re buried in my breast

An infinite light, intimate and grand
Human spark, it will not last
Before you seek more prey
But profound, saturating love I’d never known
Fiercely gripping, all consuming
Finds me now!
From the one who takes my life away.